Lives Lemonade

Its been a while since I last posted but a lot have been going on. I have been dealing with a divorce and now I am busy trying to get it all finished up so I can settle down and marry the love of my life. We met back early this year and it was love at first sight. He is someone i can be myself with and he makes very happy. We have our ups and downs but always come out on top. Getting my life back on track has been hard but it is something I have worked out more then any one will every know.

Other then a new boyfriend and losing my husband, i also lost custody of one of kids to his father. My oldest son deiced that he wanted to live with his daddy instead of me. That have been one of the hardest things for me to deal with because is feels like a part of me is miss now and I know how what to think. He tells me it ain't because he loves me less just he feel it is better for him to be with his daddy. And yes he is right just makes me realize how smart my 9 year really is. Every day he amazes me in some new way.

But life is good with me, my boyfriend, and my youngest son. I get to spend a lot of time with my 8 year which he loves more then anything because he has always been a big momma's boy. He says it is like his is a only child now that his brother lives with daddy. Both my boys are so smart, I wonder all the time how i got so lucky to have been blessed with two very smart little boys.